Almost faint

Heyyo people !

Okay now i'm at Kuatan, Pahang for this so-called vacation. Ermm i arrived yesterday (its just a normal journey).

Yes as usual, i enjoyed my beauty sleep today. This evening, my uncle asks us wether we want or not to climb up bukit with him (actually he just asks my sister). I am the one who always love to menyibuk and want to know something new. So, I joined them.

We went there and i'm very excited.  I never ever done these kind of things before. Wohooo it sounds interesting actually. That place kinda weird with nearby big trees along the track and suddenly i felt 'something'. I ignored that feeling so yeah there's something happen. I am an ambitious person so, everytime i do something i'll be like "i need to finished this" Its a good start, we walk slowly slowly and slowly. We walk together at first but then i'm the last (o oww). 

My uncle keep asking," Miyah okay?" and i replied with a smile while nodding my head at the same time. Woahh it's totally hard with the non-straight and a very 'condong' track. Perhh i walked like a drunk man. I can't think anything, other than "Go miyah go, keep walking". I walked until HALF of THE TRACK (i know it's cool right?). Hahahaha then he asked again, "Miyah okay? Kalau dah tak boleh kita berhenti sampai sini jer" After he complete that sentence, i squat. That time i feel everything, EVERYTHING! I can't do anything because i felt want to throw up. 

He asked me to sit on nearby bench (idk if it really a bench). I sit and say nothing. My face looks pale, both of my hands totally cold and my body shaking. He called my sister that already far in front. The only thing that stuck in my mind that moment is "Please don't throw up because it's gonna worsten the situation". Yes i did it, no throwing up happened. I put my face on my knee and cover it with my arm. I almost closed my eyes then i heard that my uncle said please don't close your eyes and keep moving your mother toes or else you'll faint.

/sigh/ Everything is fine and them both took me down. I feel sorry because of me, both of them cannot continue till the very end. We met a lot of people keep walking up and in my heart i said, "They are much stronger than me" . My sister lead  me down until at the car. This actually because i don't eat much on breakfast and i skip my lunch. God bless nothing serious happened.

I forgot to mention, this incident happened at Bukit Pelindung.

Decision

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

It is still the first week of school holidays. And i'm enjoying this to the fullest. K-dramas and movies back-to-back. Oh how can i'm not enjoying every single day at home. 

Abah asked me to do three things, Memorized  surah al-Baqarah, learn keyboard and continue arabic class again. Yes, i wish to do all of them. 

"Abah bagi tiga bulan utuk hafal surah al-Baqarah. Bukan untuk abah tapi untuk kegunaan awak sendiri" He even offer a big reward to anyone who can memorized it. Perhh. For me, abah asked me to start after PMR exam. I really do it for a few days after exam but now... errr... Oh mann it's so hard. Every day, he'll ask hari ni berapa ayat dah hafal? and i'll be like, ermm ten maybe. After maghrib, we need to recite quran on our own and slow slow to hafal. 

Last friday after we perform maghrib prayer, Abah test us with surah al-Mulk. He tests me and i still crawling to read it. He was like, "lama dah abah suruh hafal surah taba, abah bagi masa dua hari". The next day, i was perfectly remembered 15 verse. Okay that's cool!

Abah said, if you want something you need to focus. He tried really hard to look for a Kelas Tahfiz. He wants me to focus on my hafazan. Then he asks me wether i want or not to join sekolah pondok. I was like what ?! I do want to go but how about my holiday then. But then, umi tells me that my cousin wants to join sekolah pondok after SPM and my another little cousin already at sekolah pondok. I start thinking twice. I've made up my mind and i want to go. 

But then there's two choices, somewhere in kota bharu or at pasir mas with my little cousin. The one in Kota Bharu is three-weeks programme and will end on 6th December. Every time i ask umi about this, she said that abah asks her to try searching a place for daily programme. It seems like he don't want to let me go for the three-weeks programme. Hahaha i know you well abah. And until now idk where will i end-up went to. Just wait and see then. 

'Berkorbanlah sikit untuk agama' - Abah

Daddy ;

A dad is someone who wants to catch you before you fall 

but instead picks you up, 

brushes you off, 

and lets you try again.

A dad is someone who wants to keep you from making mistakes but instead lets you find your own way, even though his heart breaks in silence when you get hurt.

A dad is someone who holds you when you cry, scolds you when you break the rules,  shines with pride when you succeed, and has faith in you even when you fail...

I wake up every morning understanding how lucky I am for getting far in my life because of my father, Razali . He is a father who teaches all his daughters and the only son all of the right things to help them become better from one day to one day . I was thankful for that as a young girl , yet still learn from him today .

  

Firstly , I want to wish Happy Birthday , Daddy !  

This is a speacial card from Aliff and me :)

" Happy Birthday , Daddy ! I Love you . On your birthday , I wish you will always stay healthy forever . You are my Best Dad . I hope also , you will maintain macho and handsome . hehe :) "

Secondly , I want to wish Happy Father’s Day !

As usual ,Father's Day is not receiving as much attention as Mother's Day . I always wonder why ? , but still it is a great day to celebrate.

Dearest Abah : The World's Best Daddy ,

We may not have said it often, but how could we let this day go by without saying how much you mean to us. We love our dad with all our heart. You are the greatest dad in the whole world. We always see a friend in you and consider ourself to be the luckiest daughters. Be like this forever. We love you a lot. You are the only inspiration in our life. Thank you daddy for being there always. It's so hard to find a man that can love me like only you can! We appreciate everything you did for us. You are the greatest dad in the whole world. Sorry to the things , words or actions that we made by mistake to you. I love you Abah . I know I am very rude at times but my love for you is endless. I cannot survive in this world if I don't have your support and love. Please forgive me for my wrong deeds. 

At last we are giving love from our heart to our loving father. We feel we are the luckiest person in the world because we have got such a great and loving father.

Thank you for every single thing . Thank you for making me laugh even when i was sad ! Thank you for being that shining light in my darkest night ! Thank you for encouraging me to waive a new dream each morning . Thank you for always being there for me in my sad days and also, the happy once..! 

Yes, i owe all that to you, You're my SUPERMAN, BATMAN, and SPIDERMAN.

Yes Daddy, You're my BEST MAN !

Happy Fathers' Day!

Your Little Cute Baby :

Miyah:)

*        A father is his daughters first love and his sons first hero.